微？伪？

最擅长勉强笑容，

可现在，

怎么了？

就只是把嘴角轻轻往上扬，

为啥现在又办不到了？

笑嘻嘻地，

做个傻子，

做个小丑，

不就好了吗？

难道，

你笑不出了吗？

...

还是，

笑得累了？

是微笑，

还是伪笑？

莫名的伤感，

我到底是怎么了？

真的很想答应自己，

争气点，

别再泣了。

The Return of the King

*Dang dang dang dang!* So, after more than one year of inactivity, here I am, back to this piece of land which used to be fraught with bullshit. Hi guys! Anyone misses me? Anyway, brace yourself, here's some bullshit.

Time really flies. After much 'breathtaking' adventures, I ended up here in Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS, Bandar Seri Iskandar, 31750 Tronoh, Perak, Malaysia, Southeast Asia, Asia, Earth, Solar System, The Milky Way, Universe. To put it short, I would simply say UTP, a remote and perhaps 'run-down' place in Perak. The funny part is, the authority always glamourises the name of UTP, but ironically its name is even hardly recognised in my hometown. They only got to know about UTP when they asked where I currently am. OMG I'm helping to promote UTP in the southern region of Peninsular Malaysia. UTP should definitely approach me for endorsement!

So this is my campus, UTP, if you've never seen it before.

If you ask me why I'm here, I would say, I have no choice. This is not even my choice. Just in case you don't know, I'll be here for the next four years to study for Business Information System, which is definitely going to be a true nuisance and disaster for me. Please, I'm not interested in this business stuff at all! Haiz, what to do? I'm not the decision maker. I wasn't given the right to choose. Failure.. failure..

Gotta finish the last line of the post of today since the Pre-Calculus Test is just less than 20 hours later. And I've gotta get the exercises done, as 'somebody' is awaiting me for the reference. It's my fault, it's my responsibility. After all, I'm your sifu what! XP

Still have lots of things in my mind to share, but most probably not today. To be continued. 

Bye guys, and all the best to everyone who is sitting for the test tomorrow! Be confident and don't panic! Especially YOU! ;)